Thinking

I've been holding off on extremely expensive purchases because I'd like to move out on my own, someday. However the cost of living would probably be so high I won't be able to buy cels as freely as I do now.
So.. I've been thinking of going for my ultimate wishlist cel. It's not even on my wishlist, because I figured it would be too expensive and out of reach. But I've been thinking.. and if I really want a cel, shouldn't I be willing to part with some of my other cels in order to fund for this? It's hard to do, though... parting with cels.. especially since I love 99% of them soooo much.
Also it's become obvious I am focusing on AMG cels to satisfy my cel craving, because Phibrizzo is so rare to find. I think it's time to look at what I have and calculate the amount I'd get from selling a portion off. The tough part is I know for high prices I'll have to put up higher end and more loved cels for offer. That breaks my heart..
But, if you really want that holy grail.. shouldn't there be sacrifices?
Hum hum hum.. this will be a painful process to go through.. but unless I win the lottery, this is the only way I'll get that cel.