A dream is a wish your heart makes
last modified: Sunday, December 24, 2006 (4:46:52 PM)
My heart aches a little about a cel so I’m going to write in this blog. There’s this cel that I’ve been helplessly staring at the past few months. No it’s not that great of a cel but it “speaks” to me and just laughs everytime I look at it. Since a couple of things came up, is coming up etc… I made a command decision to really go after this cel so I took the plunge and offered an almost ridiculous amount of money for it. Well ridiculous for me, although I’ve offered to some before it wasn’t like this one. This cel tortured the heck out of me. And don’t be worried it’s not an RS or Beta member so I don’t think or I hope I’m not offending people here… But the cel tortured me and I guess still continue to do so.
Needless to say this afternoon I finally got a reply… Time difference sometimes suck and all the holidays too. LOL… When you can’t sleep and you run over to your e-mail everytime it did that “beep” thingy. *sigh* I can understand why this person would not let go of the cel… It is a very beautiful cel and probably speaks to the person too. To be honest I already knew the person was going to say no, there are just some cels that are priceless. I can name quite a few in my own gallery that I would find hard letting go of. I just thought I’d try and try HARD and beat the annoying voice in my head that chants, “it’s only plastic”. Plus I have a very BAD HABIT. When I don’t get what I want, I tend to go and buy other things, that just take me further from my goals. Well all hope is not lost… I sensed a non-definiteness in their answer, unfortunately my hope of finding a sequence is nil as I think it’s an A1-End cel. *sigh* I should probably take that cel off as my wallpaper… *chuckles* For now at least… Maybe next year will be a better year. There’s a couple I am eyeing at the moment too and they look pretty good, with my dream cel a definite “no” at least it gives me a bit more freedom to consider other things. My dream cel will just be a wish… FOR NOW. *contemplates of getting bigger guns to make it fall down*
*sigh* But you know that really would’ve made my Christmas perfect. But ah oh well… At least I got good presents this Christmas. Thanks to my Santa. ^__^ Merry Christmas everyone.