Continuing to Add more cels! (GB & CW)

I swear...how come I'm this close and yet so tired!?

I am not doing well by an stretch of the imagination...and here I'm in the middle of an offer period on my gallery.

I added another 100 folders of cels to the Crimson Wolf and Golden Boy sections. I still have a ton more GB pieces to add...but energy is failing.

I had planned on having these all up by the time I started my offer period...but something came up and I couldn't wait. So here I am...with days left on my offers...and I'm racing to get this all done!

I know most other collectors are swamped by the amount of back-dates we all have to do. (add sketches, screen caps, and comments and...WOW).

On the positive, after last night my stress levels aren't as high as they were (I love you, Not Sir Phobos).

I didn't even think I could get THAT stressed out again. Now the stress is depleting and I'm left with a decent bout of depression. It's something I haven't had this strongly since before I was pregnant with our first child (3+ yrs ago).

So, it looks like the trip to France is off, even though I should have a week-maybe two to change my mind. I hope passing on this isn't a decision I will regret later.

Right now the thought of international travel without NSP is frightening and surreal. I know it will/would be a trip of a lifetime...but the lack of notice...the fundraising...the childcare...the work-related issues...plus a huge number of more personal things that all seem to have hit at the same.

Thank god for my husband. He is so supportive. Even when I can't see his strength around me. Sent me flowers yesterday. He's a wonderful man...and I really want to express my appreciation and dedication to him more than I currently do.

Wow...this is no longer about cels.

I guess I should stop writing! LOL!

-fetish