I feel like a hypocrite

I feel like a hypocrite becasue I've always been pretty against the thought of selling ANFS cels but here I am listing some on ebay. Including our much beloved cheshire cat. I especially feel silly since a few of the cels I've always staunchly turned down offers on and yet here we are. To be fair though for the most part I still don't want to sell them but, in order to get to where I want to be, the extra income is neccessary. And the higher end pieces are the easiest way to get there as selling the mid quality cels has really been getting me a whole lot of nothing.

I suppose I feel more "dirty" about it since we've been steadily selling off more and more of our gallery cels. It just that we've gotten more anal in terms of what quality we want and that we still haven't financially bounced back since the whole Job loss thing. Part of me wants to just give up the hobby since we really can't afford it at this point but, there are still so many wishes to be granted! We just have to resolve to save up more cash for when those amazingly wonderful things come up. The problem being it's hard to save what you don't have. Blah...being poor sucks.

~Stephanie